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The Weeknd’s POV
Are you fucking kidding me? This kid is back, and he’s touching my girl, I don’t know how many times we’ve argued over this shit. Actually we argued about it like 10 minutes ago, Victoria and Josh both look at me, and Josh lets go of Victoria. He puts his face all up in my face. Thing is, he’s shorter which I think is hilarious. In the corner of my eye I saw Victoria wrap her towel around her harder. “Listen Abel, you don’t have to do this, you guys don’t have to do this…” She said. “No, Victoria this white boy gotta go.” I said. “Who you calling white boy?” Josh said. “You.” I said. I gripped Josh’s collar of his shirt. I put him closer to my face. “You can leave now, or I’ll kill you with my bare hands, I’ve done it many times.” I said. Josh seemed to get pretty scared because he took his stuff and told Victoria to never call him again while leaving the hotel room. “What the hell is your problem, Abel?” Victoria said. “Why can’t you just leave him alone?” Victoria said again. “What do you mean Victoria? I did leave him alone, I told him to fuck off, Victoria, you’re with me now, there is no other guy. It’s just me and you baby now. Relax.” I came closer to put my hands around her waist but she pushed me away. “No we’re not together.” She said. She folded her arms in front of her chest. “Why not?” I said. “You have to make up to me what you did, remember?” Victoria said. “Are you kidding me? I have to make up what I did? Don’t you mean what you did to me?” I said. “Shutup Abel. We wouldn’t be here if you didn’t go fuck some other bitch.” Victoria said. “You know that was an accident, you know I can’t control what I do when I’m high and drunk.” I said. She can’t blame me for this, she knows that I can’t. “So then stop smoking, stop drinking, stop partying.” Victoria said. She was being a little bitch about everything, what did she mean I needed to stop partying. What the hell was her problem all of a sudden she was being a little bitch. I hated when she did that. I didn’t respond what she said to me, I just sighed and started getting dressed and so did she. I called the cleaning services to come clean up the mess. I wanted to take Victoria out somewhere nice today. To make up for the shit I did, which wasn’t right. I know it wasn’t right myself. The cleaning service knocked on the door and I let Victoria answer the door. The lady walked in and said “Wow, what happened in here?” Victoria rolled her eyes and looked right at me. “Yeah I wonder what happened in here.” She had a big smirk across her face. I looked at her, it hurt me what she was saying and how she was acting. But I ignored her, I didn’t wanna make everything worse, than it already was. Victoria went in the bathroom and was putting on her make-up. I walked in and I leaned against the bathroom door. “I wanna take you out today.” I said. “Alright.” She said. “Give me a few minutes.” Victoria said again. I slipped on my sneakers and sprayed some cologne on putting on my watch and the ring Victoria gave me, I had to go get it fixed because there was a dent. There was no blood on my knuckles but there were little cuts. I put some bandages on them. I waited for Victoria to come out of the bathroom and I was standing outside the door, while the cleaning service was cleaning our room. I looked down at the ring Victoria gave me. I love her, more than anything. I don’t wanna be just a couple. I wanna become married to her.
I finished my make-up and put my my white heels on. I was wearing a dressy top with some skinny jeans and a matching handbag. I walked out the door with Abel. “You look beautiful baby.” Abel said. “Thanks.” I murmured. He laced his fingers through mine. I felt bad for being so rude to him, I mean I do love him, and I was starting to like Josh, but I didn’t love Josh like I loved Abel. I love Abel so much, he was my everything. He’s the reason I’m alive. Abel had rented a rental car for me and him in case we wanted to go anywhere. He opened the door for me to the passengers seat. I sat down and smiled as he closed the door and he sat next to me in the drivers seat. He had one hand on the wheel and the other laced in my hand. We started driving. “Where are we going?” I asked. “Anywhere you want.” Abel said. He turned to me and smiled. I smiled too, I looked down and sighed. “I don’t really know NYC, I’ve never been here so, I’m not sure.” I said. “Alright then, baby I’ll surprise you.” Abel said. He started driving again. The car ride was silent until he turned to me at a red stop light. He gripped my hand a little tighter. “I’m sorry VIctoria, you know I love you so much, you know I’ve never felt anything about a girl who I saw at the club and took home to live with her. You’re the first one I feel that way about, you’re a beautiful, sexy, generous, woman. I don’t know how to tell you that I’m so sorry about everything I’ve done to you from the beginning of the time I first saw you and I know you’ll never forgive me for what I did.” Abel said. I didn’t say anything but I leaned down and kissed his lips softly. I did love him, so much and I felt everything he felt…. but I’m scared to trust him again. Everything is just so scary. He smiled a bit at me and looked back at his wheel. He held my hand tighter and gave it a little squeeze. I looked back at the road. We drove into this fancy parking lot and we got out of the car. Abel handed his keys to a man to park our car. We walked into the restaurant and Abel got us seated right away. The restaurant was very fancy and it was beautiful. It had Christmas lights everywhere, even though it wasn’t Christmas. It was still the most beautiful restaurant I’ve been too. “It’s beautiful.” I said. I was so interested I was just looking all around. “It reminded me of you, so that’s what I picked it.” Abel said and smiled. I looked down and smiled. This was so cute and I knew Abel was really sorry for what he did. I really did love him and he meant the world to me. We ordered our food and started eating, we chatted about some things, but they were good things. I was having a great time until Abel said something that really scared me. “Listen, Victoria you know I love you a lot, like I said this a million times.” He laughed nervously. I looked at him. “But I think we should, maybe get more serious, like maybe marriage.” Abel said. He was nervous I could tell, well you know that scared me. Marriage? Children? Already, we’re both so young. It really scared me. I smiled at the thought of it and looked down, nervously. I didn’t have anything to say and I didn’t say anything. I just got ready to go, and so did Abel. “You know I didn’t mean to scare you Victoria.” Abel said. “Yeah I know.” I said. We left the bill and left to the parking lot where we waited for our car. This time instead of Abel opening the car door for me, I did it myself quickly and Abel jumped in by himself too. Abel started driving back to the hotel and he tried a couple times to start a conversation, but I wasn’t up for it. He laced his fingers through mine, but I let go of his hand. I put my hands on top of my purse that was on my lap. I started to get into deep thought. I thought something I didn’t want to think at all. Which was I might have to leave Abel for good.